This week I started doing 30minutes morning workout and then at night I do 1hour of yoga. I have lost 1kilogram already. My brain feels energized and ready. It’s a nice feeling. Hard work does pay off. :)
I feel more comforted than I was last night. Speaking up for your own mind is hard but it is well worth it. I’m growing in spirit and glad the Lord has given me peace. Amen.
I lost the words and sentences and the general ability to write. But I have hope, forever hopeful and I’m lucky to be alive and I’m lucky to have so many options and passions to explore. I know what I need to do and how to get there. I need the Lord. I need his help and guidance alone for I am weak. I want to be a good person but sometimes I’m not sure how to be a great person. I know I am kind and caring but I also have too much self~pity and self-loathing…. exercise and drawing are what aid my pain. I need to relax and find stress relief.
I’m finally feeling like myself. The warmer weather has perked me up and has inspired me again into action. I have had time to circulate my peoblems and issues and I resolved most of them. I have a lot going on in my life but it is good.
I was asked to draw some Ninja Turtle Valentines for a friend and I really seriously am having a very hard time not being obscene. Like, literally this may be impossible for me.
What a feeling i have inside of me. I feel at peace and i feel whole again. Life feels and it changes but stay with me. ♥
‘My First Hardcore Song’ by 8yr old Juliet
What video games have taught me:
2. Be careful; You can lose everything you have in an instant.
Just found that Beirut will playing a show in Korea. I want to go even though it is at 8pm on a Wed. night. What a great show to miss… but I’ll probably miss it but it’s nice to think I’ll be attending in spirit. The news totally made my night. :)
